I am a 25 year old white boy engaged to a 37 year old Iraqi BBW with huge tits

I am a 25 year old white boy engaged to a 37 year old Iraqi BBW with huge tits, and a big ‘ol phat ass! She used to be a street prostitute in Iraq years ago, and continuously told me how much she loved to have sex with the American soldiers. She has always talked about the gangbangs she used to have with the military men, and how they all took video and pics of their “sessions”. She always fucked me so good when she brought up these memories that I knew she missed those days. One day while watching tv we saw an advertisement for an airshow at the local base and we decided to go check it out. Well my fiance (Sayeeda) got dressed (if you want to call it that) in the sluttiest outfit she owned! In fact I had never seen it before! I was suprised in both good and bad ways, but gladly went along with it! When we got to the airshow that day she flirted with every man in uiform she came across, which was EVERYONE! She asked soldiers for cigarette after cigarette and light after light putting her far arab titties in their faces. Some guys were completely turned off by her aggressive sluttiness if you will, but a lot were feeding into her also. Begging her to flash her tits (which she gladly obliged to), grabbing her ass and even kissing her in front of me. I got so upset by her behavior that I went back to the car planning to leave her there. I made it back to the car after a 20 minute walk, and I decided to turn around to go get her. I reached in my pocket to call her and realized I had three text messages. They were all pictures of Sayeeda in what appeared to be and later confirmed a port-a-potty sucking a huge black dick! She never picked up my calls or answered my texts. I went home later that night alone crying and lonely. I logged on to Facebook to see if she had been on, and she had posted a video of her with 8 black and 1 white military men in uniform, and she had tagged me in it so all of my 450 friends could see. We haven’t interracted much since then, and we haven’t slept together either. Most of our interraction now is her asking for my credit card to buy slutty clothes, cigarettes, food, and liquor all in attempts to fuck other men. I am astounded at my feelings toward this. I love my Arabic hooker fiance, and can’t wait to marry her and spend the rest of my life as an American bitchboy who could never make it in the service like all the men MY wife sucks and fucks regularly!